I had a really weird dream, could someone explain interpret it for me?

I was at my house, having a birthday party, and my immediate family and some friends were there; my two brothers who I rarely talk to anymore because they're my half brothers(i don't care, half or not they're still my blood brothers.) but they live in New Jersey, and I live in PA, so we rarely talk. My mother, and my boyfriend, Joe and my boyfriend's brother Josh(becoming like my older brother after a year and a half). So, we were all standing in the kitchen talking about something, then everyone migrated into the living room, but i don't remember walking there, i was just there, and it was my two blood brothers, and some people i didn't really acknowledge who they were. My house was weird, in real life they are painted whats called a "coffee" color, and white, and in my dream the walls were blue and orange, but i know it was my house. I kept walking back and forth from the computer room to the living room, trying to get Josh from the computer room to the living room to hang out with all of us. My house started to get bigger, and weirder, and I realized Joey was nowhere around, so I went to look for him, I looked in my room and he wasn't there, there was no one in the bathroom, he wasn't with Josh, and he wasn't with the family in the living room, so lastly, I checked my moms room, low and behold I look in and my mom has her face stuffed into a pillow, covering her eyes while Joe was changing, he was stock naked facing a window with no shades or curtains, and it is pitch black outside. My mom and him were talking about something, and I know it was like serious, and Joey sounded really bothered, but I don't know what they were talking about.. (I HATE THAT) So, I said "Joey, babe?". Nothing. "Joey, are you okay?" Nothing. "Mom, is he okay??? Why is he changing in here??" Nothing. Its like all my immediate family was ignoring me, so I went to the bathroom in my moms room, but someone was in it, so I waited a few seconds, and my moms old friend Tracy from NJ was there, and I said "Long time no see" and she said something that I don't remember. After that, I came out of the bathroom and my mom and Tracy were gone, and Joey was sitting on the edge of my moms bed in front of the window in his underwear staring into nothingness, into the window, when it was pitch black outside, and he looked so empty, and sad. I tried to talk to him, "Baby, are you okay? Whats bothering you?" It was like I wasn't even there. So I walked away, starting to get a bit worried, I went into the living room, and I saw my brother Jason, throw a piece of cake at my brother Jamie. (Jamie is the brother I am closer to), so they really started getting into it, and Jamie got up, and he seemed really mad, and I never seen him like that before, so I followed him into the bathroom, where he cleaned his face off, and he looked in the mirror and he had no reflection, so I got a little more scared, and went to see if Joey was still there in my moms room, and he wasn't, so I went to look for him with Josh, and neither Joe nor Josh were there. I went to see if they were in the living room, and passed by the bathroom, Jamie wasn't there anymore. I walked into the living room, and Josh was sitting in Jamie's spot. Joe and Jamie were gone. It was like Josh replaced Jamie. So, I was so confused, and so scared that I ran out of the house, and (I live in a suburban area) everything was like dirt roads, and rural (I would love to live someplace like that.) and I was trying to run down this dirt road (didn't know where I was running) and everything was so weird. I was looking for Joey. and I saw him walking a little bit ahead of me, dressed in his Carhartt and jeans, and t-shirt, and boots. I ran up to him to catch up with him, and I was walking beside him, just looking at him, and then suddenly we were in like his room, but it was weird, cause his bed and furniture was there, but everything was all discombobulated, and he was leaning against his dresser, and he says to me(yes he's talking to me now) "I'm still reflecting on my ex-gf. There's certain things that make me think about her." and then all of a sudden I was alone on this dirt road again, and we were texting each other, and I told him to talk to me in person, because I was scared and thought that we were going to break up, so I'm running, and I see him, and he waits for me, and theres this house on the left and Joey says "My foster parents live here, and my foster sister is like in love with me." and then it was like he didn't want to talk to me. And the dirt road started getting longer, and Joe and I were getting further apart, and Joe's and of the road was getting longer, and I looked back and my end of the road was getting shorted,and there was nothing but blackness, and the road just stopped and turned to and edge, of falling for eternity... I woke up crying, and I had to look around and see where I was and I had to text Joe to feel better, and then I had to take a shower to calm my nerves... wh